My voices seem to have stopped for the most part, except for occassional indistinct comments. Remember the "for the most part" part. It is difficult to believe the biggest hurdle I faced in my life (my own mind) which made me suffer for the last 20 something years was resolved so easily and so quickly. Life has become a little boring without having to grapple with my voices. I was used to staying on edge to hear the latest comments on my thoughts and actions, changing my behavior and what I said to disprove them, or sometimes arguing with them in my mind (I will wirte about the specifics later). I guess I should become more spontaneous from now on. I miss feeling that the fate of the world was in my hands and believing that many people were in a way hanging on my every little word, action, and thought. It was some sort of not-so-peaceful symbiosis giving me feelings of grandiosity and self-importance and my voices something to busy themselves with. Of course, I was also extremely anxious of what the voices would do to me. It took me a long time to unerstand that they are just that, voices, and the most that they can do is to shout threats, insults, and commands. A bad dream seems to be coming to an end and the voices are dying. 😉 😀
On another note, Freud is known to have used the self-analysis method, and there are some books on Freud's self-analysis. Karen Horney also wrote a book called Self-Analysis published in English in 1942. I think it's time some knowledgeable person wrote a new guide to self-analysis, incorporating the psychoanalytic developments of the last 77 years. It might help lots of people, become a best seller, and make psychoanalysis popular again. Any volunteers?
A loony's two cents. Please write about good psychology books you have read in the comments. It's fun and therapeutic to write and interact. Thank you.
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